* Surgery?!* update.... Orthopedic surgeon appointment
Jan 3, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_bmW_o-g_hE

good morning and welcome to Wednesday oh
my gosh is already Wednesday this week
is already passing okay so fast and the
New Year's already started my goodness
anyways we are off racing because of
course you know we're the Ramadan
switches we fashionably run late yah no
but I have a doctor's appointment at
11:00 it's 10:35 oh I didn't get my
rings um anyways it's 10:35 my
appointments at 11:00 and that's for the
ortho appointment so we are racing to
get to my appointment not really racing
but we'll be there right on time
so anyways but I just want to check in
and say an official good morning it has
been such a great morning I woke up this
morning and got some amazing messages
from all of you guys with the support my
weight loss I am just so excited I'm so
excited that I was able to share those
pictures with you guys I know it means a
lot to me and I know that all of my
followers
love seeing the difference and the
process as it's been going so I just
want to say thank you to everybody and
also I want to say an official welcome
to all of the new subscribers that have
been joining the last few days welcome I
am so happy to see my channel growing it
is amazing it's such an amazing feeling
for me to see that so many amazing
people are joining this channel and
we're all being able to come together
and encourage each other and it's just
that such a fantastic feeling to have
such a great channel out there for
people to be able to have an outlet to
talk and ask questions and uplift each
other and all of those things so I just
want to say welcome I hope that all of
you guys enjoy my channel as much as I
enjoy having my channel and always feel
free to comment answer people's
questions I try my hardest to answer all
of my questions in fact I do answer
everybody's questions but as I was
stating the other day on my vlog I will
have now a schedule just because I've
got two businesses going which is
obviously my YouTube is my full-time job
I love it and then I also have my full
time final job business so with that
we're gonna go to the doctor's so honey
for mommy look at you and your messy
face because you're eating an apple at
least she's not getting out of the car
we're safe um anyways so where was I
going with that oh my schedule thanks
for my brain is like all over the place
um with my family and everything else
I'm just trying to figure out what
schedule is gonna work best and so I
know that there will be days that I
won't be answering back messages but I
will get to them so don't ever feel like
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I will never share that information with
anybody and you know so always feel like
I'm here just getting out of the
doctor's and so that doctor is let me
just say hands down amazing like sorry
my systems at my face
he was so awesome he came in he asked me
like you know when did my nice paint
start I told him you know it started
when I was doing the stationary bike and
it just seemed to continue and so he
said we're waiting for Holi so my kids
are downing a sucker at the Moyne
anyways and I told him I said you know
it just seems to have gotten worse over
time and you know I have like a bulge on
the back of my lake which has been
causing pain and so he checked the Bulge
and he checked the MRI where the Bulge
was at what huh there's a squirrel your
favorite animal I swear um anyways and
there is nothing in the Bulge there it
is not a baker sister Baker's this is on
the back part of your knee it - on the
side so right there
okay hold on this right hold on
automatically it is already not a
baker's cyst so that was good to know
second of all the pain is and on the
left side of my right knee it shows that
there's no cartilage like it is bone to
bone and there's you know like he
explained once you lose cartilage you
can't ever get it back so
that's why I feel like I walked bone to
bone it's because of that then on my
right side of my right knee it does show
a good amount of space between the two
bones and that's really good he pushed
on points of my knee some were like okay
that doesn't really hurt at all and then
other parts I was about ready to jump
off the bed so he said that exactly what
the MRI is showing is exactly what is
going on so what he has suggested for me
to do is to continue doing exercising
but no jumping so basically sit down
exercises for now the Bulge on the back
shows absolutely nothing it's just a
fatty tissue pocket which is good in a
sense because I mean clearly it's
nothing to be concerning but at the same
time it's like okay so that's just gonna
be hanging around until like he said
once I lose a significant about weight
that they have to start removing weight
off of me are not weight sorry
skin off of me that they can go in and
remove that under he said the name of it
and they can't remember what he said but
it would basically be considering like a
medical procedure because it will hinder
the way that I'm walking it so there's
that that he talked about but for right
now our plan of action is he's gonna put
a referral in for a steroid shot for the
knee he wants to see how well it works
because you know like you said if it
only gives me one to two to three week
maybe at the max relief of pain then
it's not worth continuing to do shots if
it gives me six months worth of free of
pain then it's worth doing the shots
because then it will be like okay you
know I can do this so we'll wait to hear
that part but he was so estatic and so
happy to see that I've lost weight and
he's like you've lost weight since just
since being at your MRI like he's like
you didn't even have to tell me that
you're on a weight-loss thing he's like
I can tell just by reading your face you
look so you look so determined and I'm
like I am determined and I said and I
think that that's what's so frustrating
is
I'm so determined that I want to lose
the weight but yeah it's like putting me
backwards and that's so frustrating so
yeah that's just been a little bit off
but he was so nice I was so excited I
was like oh my gosh I got a really good
doctor and that is amazing
as you could see ring is gone yeah I've
lost so much weight I can't wear it no
more it's I think I sized my finger
yesterday and it says that I'm like a
nine which my wedding ring is a ten and
a half so and it's a heavy ring so
literally yesterday I was walking
through the living room and it just
slipped right off my finger and I'm like
okay I can't even there's nothing I
could do about it right now so I'm gonna
have to get something to put on my
finger because it's driving me nuts I
don't have my baby so I'm just gonna
look online and see if I can find
something cheap but something that I can
wear so I want some type of ring on my
finger but it was so weird because it's
like I wasn't wearing my ring for so
long because my fingers were too big and
so I you know I had sat in the the safe
for her a long time and then I was
finally able to put it on and wear it in
a muggy yeah and then now I'm to the
point where but it's okay it's all gonna
work but yeah that was sad I had to take
it off last night and give it to ollie
to put in our safe than that I don't
know we're waiting on ollie that's why
the kids are getting a little bit antsy
it's a beautiful day today I don't know
what we're gonna do I'm gonna go home
that's the thing I want to go and do
something but I also have so much work I
have to get done so I might have only
take the kids and go do something so I
can catch up on a little bit we'll see
what's what's in store but anyways I
hope you guys are having a wonderful
start to your guyses Wednesday morning
it's been pretty busy this morning for
us so anyways I will check in with you
guys in a little bit I'm gonna call Ali
and see where he's at because yeah I'm
not planning to sit here all day and
wait so anyways I'll check in with you
in a bit and let you guys know what
we're doing
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you're that one out right um I did do my
nails they did turn out very cute I
think well I mean not they're not cute
really they're just ya know than normal
I have I just got done working look what
I made tonight so I know my mom does not
watch my vlogs so I'm sorry but look I
made this for her birthday cuz her
birthday's on the 8th I don't know if
you guys can see it very well let me see
something up against it might work
better for now but it's a see-through
frame but look I am in love so it just
says grandchildren complete life circle
of love and it will so kinda look like
it's trickling down a hill and then it's
all of the grandkids as names with a
bird sitting next to it I'm loving that
but it's like a grandchildren's tree
instead of a family tree but and when
she hangs it up it will be on a
see-through window so yeah anywhere not
window sorry free um anyway so that took
me some time to do tonight but other
than that I literally came home and came
straight to work like I it was non-stop
today but everything is doing really
good my knee is really hurting me
tonight but I think it's cuz he did a
lot of pushing and pulling and
triggering and you know all that good
stuff so I'm hurting but it's ok I am
gonna get up here and clean up this shot
of a mess go take a quick shower get
ready because it is like bedtime for my
kids and I am ready for them to kunai
night I have been literally up with them
I feel like since the crack of dawn
really not but yeah because I had to get
up early for my appointment even though
we were still running late coming out
the door but I got there 10 minutes
early so yes everything works out
um excuse me
dinah thirst me turn my lamp on feel
like I'm always like sitting in the dark
oh there was something else I was gonna
show you guys but I can't thank you but
I did wash all my shirt the Elmo and
Cookie Monster shirt you guys held it
perfect and I bleached estra shirt
because she had dropped chocolate milk
or something on it there was like brown
spots all over it so I'm like oh this is
great but it was a good test and I
bleached it and everything dried it and
everything came out perfectly fine so
you guys we are good with doing shirts
and stuff and knowing that the vinyls
gonna stick perfect so anyways I'm gonna
try sometimes I love you tomorrow
I am going to try and make the vinyl nut
web page not web page sorry my facebook
web business page oh my gosh if I can
think about it my kids are so tired of
guys and neither one of them have naps
today yeah we're hearing it anyways um I
am going to try and get that up tomorrow
so I can start posting pictures you guys
feel free to message me through Facebook
Instagram
email me I don't mind I've got email
from Amy 1989 I also have the vinyl nut
either or I check them all if you guys
want something made Valentine's is
coming up right around the corner I'm
gonna try and get some stuff out for
Valentine's so be looking for that it's
gonna be a very busy couple of weeks I
just ask ask ask ask ask everybody to
have a just because I am really trying
to do my vlogs and make them count but I
wanna make good product for you guys too
so definitely just have patience you
guys I love you guys
guys are amazing it is a great feeling
to see my channel growing in such a
beautiful way and everybody that is
joining have been so amazing and just
reaching out to me and showing your
guys's you know concerns and support and
encouraging me it's just such an amazing
feeling and I absolutely could not be
more ecstatic by seeing these numbers
going up because I just feel like oh my
gosh my channel is growing and I am
gaining so much strength from so many
amazing people and honestly everybody
has been so awesome and that has pushed
me I think even harder the last couple
of days to stick with what I'm doing
because I know I want to get the 100
pounds down so I'm just like ah but I've
done fantastic the last two days I am
feeling good I have been drinking lots
of water so that's been a good thing but
yeah so vlog is short today I am so
sorry but it's just you know because
I've been trying to get some stuff up so
you guys can start seeing things and I
will try my hardest to remember to vlog
if you guys want to see me do more of
the crafting like I have been doing and
like if you guys like the way that I've
been doing it with you guys let me know
in the comments below cuz I can even do
some vlog you know for me doing some of
my crafting too so I know some of you
guys have said do it do it do it but I
want to make sure that everybody is on
board and wants to see it because if not
I won't do it for you guys I don't want
to put you through something boring if
it's just like something like no I don't
care don't want to see it
I apologize kids are in the back
screaming because like I said they're
exhausted they're tired we couldn't
shampoo our carpet last night we were up
until 10 o'clock last night trying to
get our shampoo or to work we've had it
for about five six years something like
that and I think it's prom went patootie
it heats up everything perfect it's a
Bissel it's a an awesome shampooer and
it's worked great and it's one of those
you push a button and it heats up the
water and stuff and it just doesn't a
fantastic job but for some reason then
we stripped everything out I washed it
all really good I mean
we did everything and for some reason it
won't release water and it won't suck
water up but you could hear it in there
trying to work so I almost think it's
something plugged in one of the
departments are compartments but I can't
figure out where and neither can Ollie
and I mean we dug and we dug and we dug
forever so I am now I'm thinking
fearfully that we might have to go out
and buy a new one because that lipstick
is looking blasted on that carpet oh my
god I wanted to scream when I seen it I
love my daughter to death and she is the
most amazing thing ever but when she
looked up at me with her lipstick smile
I could not help but just die laughing
and then I seen that on the carpet I'm
like oh look I looked at her I said
daughter do not ask me to use makeup
until you're 18 years old she looked at
me and she just smiled and I'm like oh
if you only knew
let me daddy get to deal with now yeah
lovely so you know kids are kids she's a
toddler you know um mama wasn't here
working away and daddy was on duty and
he was cooking so and I told him I said
honey you're the one that told me he to
give her some of my makeup he's like
well I didn't think you she was gonna go
paint the carpet and the wall and I'm
like you're giving a two-year-old it
looks tick she's gonna find something to
do with it and not only that but she got
her brother's elephant doll and she got
her brother's other elephant and I'm
like oh my god and then I seen Omar with
it I'm like oh you guys so needless to
say I tossed her in the bathtub and
scrubbed her down she's still got
lipstick stain on her
and thank God this wasn't like some
lipstick that you put on and it stays
for like 48 hours oh my god that would
just be a blast
I told her you're not illogical which
means force anytime soon because she
still has eyes shadow I've tried to take
off and I've wiped it but I'm not gonna
date her eyeball so looks like she's got
black eyes she's got red all over her
lips I'm just like oh you look like a
laughing clown
but you gotta love them they're only
little once I remind myself that every
day so anyways I am hoping to god this
stuff comes out we put shout on it and
stuff and only took a scrub brush and
was just brush it a brush and brush and
brush brushing but it's red so yeah
perfect color and I gave her a light
pink - of course you're not gonna do it
with the right light pink but ya gots to
do it with the red one you have to do it
with the red one so anyways yeah that's
what we did last night and with the
shampoo we're not working it we're kind
of stuck so I'm hoping to figure out we
might just have to break down and go
order one from a store for right now you
go in and like rent one just to get this
up and then because I don't want to just
go out and buy a shampoo or without
reading some reviews and stuff like that
because that's what we did with this one
and no one like I said lasts forever and
we we shampoo about three to four times
a year because we do it we do them in
stages like almost every season we we do
a shampoo of the house well really only
the rooms have carpet and we don't
shampoo the carpets in the bedrooms
because there's no need to but the
living room is number one and then the
entry carpet that's just a throw carpet
we always shampoo that one and so yeah I
don't know but anyways I hear my husband
I think mopping a floor alright
so anywho I am gonna close you guys
thank you so much everybody for being
here on my channel and subscribing to me
and following my journey and being
interested with my family you guys have
just been awesome
and for all the new subscribers welcome
I am so glad to have every one of you
guys here on my channel feel free to
always chime in on conversations answer
questions you know it's I love this
channel to be a great place for people
to put their input and be able to put
output you know and that's just what I
like to see my channel all about and
having support for everybody is awesome
and you know I read every message
because I comment back
to every message if I don't it's clearly
because I must have not have even seen
it because I sometimes I'll catch myself
like I'll go and then a couple days I'll
go down and I'll find a couple and I'm
like where did these pop up because I
didn't even see them so I do try my
hardest to answer back every message and
I just love reading so many of the
messages of you guys talking within each
other you know and sharing different
advice and support and stuff and
encouraging each other as well it's so
beautiful and that's what I wish more of
this world was all about is just
everybody coming together and supporting
each other and their life's journeys of
all different aspects you know not
everybody's on a weight-loss journey not
everybody is on an emotional journey but
you know everybody has something in
their life that they're working on and I
just wish that the world was more of an
accepting place and more of a place
where you can be yourself and not feel
like you're gonna be judged or ridiculed
or you know bullied because you're
something that's different and so as
coming to this channel that is what I
promote because I would if that could be
one miracle i i wished upon that would
be the miracle is love for everybody and
acceptance for everybody I guess I would
be too because I just think it's sad
sometimes looking at the world and see
more it's gone and where it's going to
go if it doesn't stop
so anyways with that I am going to close
and clean up this massive mess how do
you want to deal with it but yeah it's
been neglected for a couple of days so
it's time to clean it up but anyways
take care of you guys I will check in
with you guys tomorrow bright and shiny
in the morning until them sweet dreams
bye bye
